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Dysphagia, Anxiety, and Living Inside a Choking Fear

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I’m writing this while I’m still in it. I’m still struggling to eat normally. I’m still hyper-aware of my swallowing. I’m still scared of choking, even though clinicians have told me there’s no obstruction and that my airway is safe. I want to explain what this actually feels like, because when people say “it’s just anxiety,” that phrase doesn’t capture the reality of living inside it. How this started This began with a real scare. A hair caught at the back of my throat and triggered a sudden gag reflex that felt like choking. It passed quickly, but my body didn’t forget it. From that moment, my nervous system went into full alarm mode. Since then, swallowing hasn’t felt automatic. What dysphagia feels like for me right now My swallowing still works, but it doesn’t feel reliable. When I’m calmer, I can eat solid food — I’ve eaten pizza, chocolate, and other foods — but when anxiety rises, swallowing feels delayed and unsafe. Saliva is the hardest part. Fluids go down more easily...

How to recover Windows on a Linx 1010 tablet

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  If you own a Linx 1010 tablet , you may have found that Windows updates either fail, break features, or leave the tablet unstable. After a lot of trial and error, the safest and most reliable fix is to use the official Windows 10 1809 recovery image made specifically for this device. This is the recovery image that fixes the Linx 1010 on: Archive.org It is a Windows 10 Home 32-bit (x86) RS5 / 1809 image designed around the Linx 1010’s hardware limitations. What This Recovery Image Actually Is This is not a random Windows ISO and not a modified or “optimised” build. It is a factory-style recovery image that: Matches the Linx 1010’s 32-bit UEFI Works correctly with its Intel Atom hardware Respects the tablet’s low storage and RAM Has far better compatibility with touch, sensors, and basic drivers It restores the tablet to a known stable state . Important: The Install May Show “Code” Instead of a Normal Windows Screen When installing this recovery image, the proce...

RSV: When a virus put my 8-month-old in hospital

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Respiratory Syncytial Virus, more commonly known as RSV , is often talked about as a mild childhood illness. Many people describe it as “just a cold” or something children get and recover from quickly. But for our family, RSV was anything but mild — and it became frighteningly serious, especially for our 8-month-old son. RSV is extremely contagious and spreads easily through coughs, sneezes, surfaces, and close contact. Entire households can become infected very quickly. That’s exactly what happened to us — our whole family caught RSV , and while adults and older children may cope, babies can become dangerously unwell in a very short space of time. RSV Is Not Just a Cough and Cold Many people associate RSV with breathing symptoms alone — coughing, wheezing, or a runny nose. While these are common, RSV can affect the whole body , particularly in babies. In our case, symptoms went far beyond the chest. RSV caused: Severe coughing Breathing difficulties Extreme tiredness Loss ...

The Double-Slit Experiment and Why It Is Often Seen as Evidence for the Multiple Worlds Theory

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Few experiments in the history of science have shaken our understanding of reality as deeply as the double-slit experiment. First performed in the early nineteenth century and refined many times since, this deceptively simple experiment has forced physicists to confront a deeply uncomfortable question: What is reality doing when no one is looking? Over time, the double-slit experiment has not only challenged classical physics but has also played a central role in the development of modern quantum theory. For some physicists, it goes even further — offering compelling support for the idea that reality itself may constantly split into multiple, parallel worlds. What the Double-Slit Experiment Is At its core, the double-slit experiment involves firing particles — originally light, later electrons and even larger particles — toward a barrier with two narrow slits cut into it. Behind the barrier sits a screen that records where the particles land. Classically, we would expect particles ...

Recovering From a C-Section: What Healing Really Feels Like

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Recovery from a C-section is often spoken about clinically — stitches, timelines, and discharge dates — but the reality is far more physical, emotional, and exhausting than many people expect. While a caesarean section is a common procedure, it is still major abdominal surgery, and the recovery deserves to be talked about honestly. This article shares what recovery can truly feel like, including my own experience of burning pain around the scar and the overwhelming feeling straight after surgery that many people don’t realise is normal. The Immediate Aftermath: Feeling Awful Is Normal Straight after a C-section, you don’t feel “relieved and fine.” You feel awful. Your body has been through shock, surgery, blood loss, and medication, all while your hormones crash and your emotions surge. I remember feeling weak, shaky, sick, and completely unlike myself. Simple things like lifting my head, shifting my legs, or even thinking clearly felt impossible. There’s often a strange disconnect...

Living with infant facial Eczema: Our ongoing Journey and the reality behind the condition

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In June 2025 , my son began developing what initially looked like mild dryness on his face. At first, it appeared manageable — slight redness, rough patches on his cheeks, and occasional irritation around his chin. However, over time, it became clear that this was eczema, and not the mild form many people associate with the condition. What followed were recurrent and severe flare-ups that primarily affected his cheeks, chin, and ears. These areas became persistently red, inflamed, and extremely dry. During some flare-ups, the skin appeared broken and crusted, raising concerns about infection, which was later diagnosed. Seeing these changes on your child’s face is incredibly distressing, especially when the affected areas are so visible and sensitive. Understanding the reality of facial eczema Facial eczema is particularly challenging. The skin on the face is thinner, more delicate, and constantly exposed to saliva, food, temperature changes, and friction. In my son’s case, the eczem...

Amazon book cover - Image to PDF converter

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My NICU, SCBU, and Pre-Eclampsia Story

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My son’s birth was not calm. It was not planned. And it was not gentle. I developed pre-eclampsia during my pregnancy—on top of already living with type 2 diabetes , which had originally begun as gestational diabetes in my first pregnancy. My body was under immense strain, and things changed quickly. What started as monitoring turned into urgency. Decisions were made rapidly. Alarms sounded. Faces became serious. I was told I needed an emergency caesarean section . There was no time to mentally prepare. No time to process what was happening. One moment I was pregnant, the next I was being rushed into surgery, terrified for my life and my baby’s. Born and rushed When my son was born, he was immediately taken from me. I did not get to hold him. I did not get to kiss him. I did not get to say goodbye. Because of my diabetes and the effects of pre-eclampsia, my son was born with low blood sugar . I, too, experienced dangerously low blood sugar after the caesarean. We were both...

Getting Married Online: How I Legally Tied the Knot Through Utah in the UK

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A few years ago, the idea of getting married over Zoom sounded like something out of a sitcom. But now? It’s totally possible — and 100% legal if you do it the right way. I know because I did it myself through: RemoteVows . So… Can You Really Get Married Online? Yes, you can! Utah is one of the only states in the U.S. that allows you to have a fully legal wedding ceremony online — meaning you can get your marriage license, have your ceremony, and get your certificate without ever stepping foot in Utah. Here’s how it works in simple terms: The officiant (the person marrying you) has to be in Utah when the ceremony happens. You, your partner, and your witnesses can be anywhere in the world — as long as you’re all on a live video call at the same time. You still have to get a Utah marriage license , and the paperwork goes through a Utah county clerk (usually Utah County). Once the ceremony is done and the forms are signed, your marriage is officially registered in Utah’s leg...

Understanding Fussy Eating in Young Children

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(And How to Gently Help Them Through It) 🩷 Fussy eating is incredibly common in babies and young children, and for many parents it can be one of the most stressful parts of early childhood. This is something I experience personally too, as my 2-year-old is a fussy eater , and some days it can feel exhausting and worrying. One day they may eat happily, and the next they refuse foods they ate only yesterday. Plates are pushed away, mouths stay firmly closed, and mealtimes can quickly become emotional. If this sounds familiar, you are not alone. Fussy eating is usually a normal developmental phase , not a reflection of poor parenting. With patience, understanding, and gentle consistency, most children grow out of it. Why Young Children Become Fussy Eaters Understanding why fussy eating happens can make it easier to cope with. Developmental Independence Between around 1 and 5 years , children begin to assert independence. Food is one of the few things they can control, and refusin...

The Amityville Story: What Really Happened and Why It Still Fascinates the World

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The name Amityville has become one of the most recognisable in paranormal history. For decades, it has been associated with terrifying claims, bestselling books, Hollywood films, and endless debate. Some believe the events were genuine and deeply disturbing. Others argue the entire story was exaggerated or even fabricated. What actually happened in Amityville is a mixture of real tragedy , reported experiences , and controversial storytelling — and separating fact from legend is essential to understanding its true history. Where the Amityville Story Took Place The events commonly referred to as “the Amityville horror” took place in a quiet suburban town: , located on Long Island, New York. The house at the centre of the story is a large Dutch Colonial-style home on Ocean Avenue. Before it became famous, it was simply a family residence in a peaceful neighbourhood. The DeFeo Murders: The Undeniable Tragedy The foundation of the Amityville story is not paranormal — it is a real a...

The Man Who Claimed Water Reacts to Sound, Words, and Emotion

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For centuries, water has been seen as more than just a physical substance. Ancient cultures believed it carried memory, spirit, and meaning. In the late 20th century, a Japanese researcher brought this idea back into modern conversation through a series of experiments that captured global attention. The man was Masaru Emoto, and his claim was extraordinary: water changes its structure depending on the sounds, words, and intentions directed at it . Who Masaru Emoto Was Masaru Emoto was a Japanese author and researcher who became widely known in the 1990s and early 2000s. He was not a traditional laboratory scientist in the strict academic sense, but he was deeply interested in consciousness, vibration, and the hidden properties of water. His work gained international attention through books, documentaries, and lectures — especially The Hidden Messages in Water — which presented striking images of frozen water crystals formed under different conditions. What the Water Experiments C...

Einstein’s Theory of Relativity

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Few scientific ideas have reshaped humanity’s understanding of reality as profoundly as Albert Einstein’s theory of relativity. Before Einstein, time and space were thought to be fixed, absolute, and the same for everyone everywhere. After relativity, time became flexible, space became dynamic, and reality itself became far stranger — and far more fascinating — than anyone had imagined. For many people, relativity is not just a theory about physics. It is a doorway into deeper questions about time, existence, and whether the future and past are already unfolding alongside the present. I personally believe in Einstein’s theory of relativity. More than that, I believe it has already been applied in ways the public does not fully understand — and that time travel, in some form, is already happening. Who Albert Einstein Was was a theoretical physicist whose work fundamentally changed modern science. In 1905, often called his “miracle year,” he published papers that introduced special ...

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